like first name
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
so at the end
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i see a website
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
your feed looks like my tumblr
idk
magnetisation/form
lol yea
send your tumblr
fw
so the method has to be autonomous
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
no longer writing in the third person
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
yeah