And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator
consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
2 (actually index). two is company
I Write Goodbye Letter
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
Overall meaning: The dream seems
to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and
the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
i have read not even 1 book
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
so the method has to be autonomous
