autonomy of learning

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

you have a beautiful account btw



i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

really i want the internet


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you


December 2025

so an active mazelike process

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

send link

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Rain, starting

13, H, grate

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Better Lift

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

division of reality is straying away from it

like first name

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

we can only engage in such a way

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

we need to be deconstructing our identities

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i was tempted to lie about my name

bro i read nothing in my life

this will be about a slug

but i respect your search