is this you as well

currently

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

so an active mazelike process

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

I am below everything.

you cannot feed someone truth

ion

its good

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

its good short few pages

god being the centre magnet

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

feel you

abrar?

its good

what do you think my name is

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


or never left

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

isaac

autonomy of learning

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

was it worth it