Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
currently
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
is this you as well
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
yeah
its good
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
lol
i really havent