They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

It Will Get Lighter

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Today I felt like starting


no longer writing in the third person

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

it is hopeful

in a post. I want to be remembered

"Put a blanket."

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I am below everything.

was it worth it

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch