wait what is that

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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yes

all that is to say

It Will Get Lighter

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

magnetisation/form

in a post. I want to be remembered



something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

IWGD

it is hopeful

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

currently

brb i will read and reply sincerely


there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

thank you

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.