so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
and the fake qualifier
abrar?
is this you as well
we need to be deconstructing our identities
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
god being the centre magnet
i was tempted to lie about my name
magnetises a pin
lol yea
no longer writing in the third person
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
much more tactility
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.