I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

lol yea

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i have read not even 1 book

fw

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

your feed looks like my tumblr

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i understand

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i dont understand magnetisation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Rain, starting


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

what do you mean

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

plato

no like which do people call me

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i really havent

that looks like my instagram account

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Better Lift

ahnaf abrar


is everyoneback on tumblr now

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


isaac newton

not their contents