hiding from the rain

autonomy of learning

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."


"Put a blanket."

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

no longer writing in the third person

magnetisation/form

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its performative

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i love it here

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos