We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Can I see

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thank you, Jack


This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

IWGD

no longer writing in the third person

Worse Lift

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Style

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

hiding from the rain

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.