what do you think my name is

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so the method has to be autonomous

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i love it here

like first name

isaac

ahnaf abrar

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

division of reality is straying away from it

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

"Put a blanket."

its good short few pages

no like which do people call me

send your tumblr

i dont understand magnetisation

i understand

whats your name?

abrar?

I am below everything.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i see a website

yeah

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i have read not even 1 book