She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


Rain, starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Style

Today I felt like starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59