Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

fw

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

you cannot feed someone truth

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Picture

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

It Will Get Lighter

so an active mazelike process

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

so the method has to be autonomous

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

no longer writing in the third person

Thank you, Jack