we can only engage in such a way

Better Lift

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

no longer writing in the third person

"Put a blanket."

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Style

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

in a post. I want to be remembered

I am below everything.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Picture

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50