idk

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so an active mazelike process

plato

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

propensity within someone

its good short few pages

in a post. I want to be remembered

much more tactility

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

you cannot feed someone truth

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i understand

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

13, H, grate

as in

December 2025

"Put a blanket."

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

bro i read nothing in my life

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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