After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

we can only engage in such a way

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i see a website

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

brb i will read and reply sincerely


It Will Get Lighter

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Lift Analysis

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Better Lift

hiding from the rain

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

no like which do people call me

like first name

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

we need to be deconstructing our identities