ahnaf abrar

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

no like which do people call me

feel you

no i haven't really read anything

is this you as well

whats your name?

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

like first name

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Pimlico Rats

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Rain, starting

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

It Will Get Lighter

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

plato

like magnets

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.