to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

what do you mean

autonomy of learning

no like which do people call me

yeah

we can only engage in such a way

sorry i am texting like a slav

as in

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i dont understand magnetisation

its performative

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

have you read


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

that looks like my instagram account

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i want to do that too

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

no i haven't really read anything

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

the site i am dreaming

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

like magnets

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.