okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i was tempted to lie about my name
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully
and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
IWGD
It Will Get Lighter
what do you think my name is
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
no i haven't really read anything
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
bro i read nothing in my life
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel
that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building.
He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
