a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

...

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

as in

lol

so an active mazelike process

not their contents

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

autonomy of learning

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

that looks like my instagram account

so at the end

i understand

idk

like first name

i love it here

or never left

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

was it worth it

no longer writing in the third person

isaac

lol yea

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

yeah

currently