the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

lol

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

not their contents

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

your feed looks like my tumblr

...

2 (actually index). two is company

magnetisation/form

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

...

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

barren land

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

or never left

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Rain, starting

i was tempted to lie about my name

brb i will read and reply sincerely

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

        13       |
                |
                |
            H   |
                |
                |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
                |

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting