Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
"Put a blanket."

division of reality is straying away from it

so an active mazelike process

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

yeah

is everyoneback on tumblr now

magnetisation/form

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

idk

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


Can I see

Today I felt like starting

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so at the end