i want to do that too

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

we need to be deconstructing our identities

send link

i was tempted to lie about my name

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

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god being the centre magnet

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

December 2025

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

Slug

not so on: yvf(wthw)

i really havent

its good

no like which do people call me

plato

Pimlico Rats

Thank you, Jack

lol yea

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

it is hopeful

ahnaf abrar

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

all that is to say

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models