propensity within someone

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"Put a blanket."

in a post. I want to be remembered

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Rain, starting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

IWGD

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

I am below everything.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i was tempted to lie about my name

lol yea

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk