something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
i really havent
yeah
yeah
not their contents
...
barren land
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
i understand
...
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Thank you, Jack
have you read
or never left
Today I felt like starting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
magnetises a pin
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."