December 2025

Rain, starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

lol

its good

what do you think my name is

no like which do people call me

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i love it here

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

all that is to say

we can only engage in such a way

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

we need to be deconstructing our identities

or never left

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i was tempted to lie about my name

Picture

is this you as well