Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

currently

hiding from the rain

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

it is hopeful

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Picture

13, H, grate

IWGD

"Put a blanket."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08


I am below everything.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

what do you mean

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ion

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

sorry i am texting like a slav

plato

magnetises a pin

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life