the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
we can only engage in such a way
really i want the internet
its performative
so the method has to be autonomous
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
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i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
feel you
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
brb i will read and reply sincerely
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
like first name
hiding from the rain
have you read
Today I felt like starting
idk
was it worth it
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
the site i am dreaming