the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

autonomy of learning

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

really i want the internet

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

currently

IWGD

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

god being the centre magnet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

like first name

fw

its good

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Rain, starting

so at the end

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

which magnetises chains of pins

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models