like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Worse Lift

"Put a blanket."

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hiding from the rain

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Thank you, Jack

idk

no longer writing in the third person

what do you mean

god being the centre magnet

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

division of reality is straying away from it

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

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