it is hopeful

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Lift Analysis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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Can I see

Worse Lift

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Better Lift

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

no like which do people call me

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

ahnaf abrar

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

wait what is that

yeah

13, H, grate

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

what do you think my name is

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.