December 2025

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


we can only engage in such a way

It Will Get Lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

but i respect your search

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

was it worth it

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books