but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

but i respect your search

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

is everyoneback on tumblr now

what do you mean

i have read not even 1 book

i understand

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

really i want the internet

was it worth it

like magnets

2 (actually index). two is company

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos