a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

that looks like my instagram account

Slug

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

plato

what do you mean

god being the centre magnet

in a post. I want to be remembered

have you read

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.

"Put a blanket."

A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service in Korea.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

barren land

Style

like magnets

no i haven't really read anything

2 (actually index). two is company

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03