As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

all that is to say

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

13, H, grate

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

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somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Today I felt like starting

really i want the internet

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

much more tactility

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no like which do people call me

i really havent

so the method has to be autonomous

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything