with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Better Lift

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

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The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

hiding from the rain

currently

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13