think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Rain, starting

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"Put a blanket."
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

13, H, grate


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.