Rain, starting

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.



i understand

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

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division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone truth

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

all that is to say

like first name

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was it worth it

send your tumblr

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

feel you

bro i read nothing in my life

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

we can only engage in such a way

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

i want to do that too

no like which do people call me

its performative