ahnaf abrar

ion

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

like first name

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

abrar?

and the fake qualifier

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like magnets

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

and the fake qualifier

whats your name?

you cannot feed someone truth

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Rain, starting

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no i haven't really read anything

i really havent

autonomy of learning