something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i see a website

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

plato

in a post. I want to be remembered

and the fake qualifier

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

isaac

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Today I felt like starting

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good

its good short few pages

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

It Will Get Lighter

all that is to say

i dont understand magnetisation

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

division of reality is straying away from it

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

autonomy of learning

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

so an active mazelike process

bro i read nothing in my life

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos