i was tempted to lie about my name

god being the centre magnet

isaac newton

we need to be deconstructing our identities


yeah

i understand

plato

abrar?

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

sorry i am texting like a slav

i want to do that too

that looks like my instagram account

what do you think my name is

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

as in

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

Lift Analysis

brb i will read and reply sincerely

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

all that is to say

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

send your tumblr

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

It Will Get Lighter

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I am below everything.

like first name