what do you mean

no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I am below everything.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

not their contents

as in

hiding from the rain

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

It Will Get Lighter

i have read not even 1 book

magnetisation/form

yes

division of reality is straying away from it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

is this you as well

i see a website

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

fw

and the fake qualifier

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me