After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Worse Lift

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I am below everything.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Rain, starting

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thank you, Jack

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Lift Analysis

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

but i respect your search

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03