i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

that looks like my instagram account


not so on: yvf(wthw)

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

13, H, grate

which magnetises chains of pins


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

December 2025

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

and the fake qualifier

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

I am below everything.

its good

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

propensity within someone

no longer writing in the third person

was it worth it

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes. The conversation drifts to the pleasantness of warm lighting and whether anyone needs a smart home. I interrupt her to make a joke about the French Raj as he runs up the causeway. We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

yes

FOUNDING DOCUMENT


Worse Lift

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.