Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.


so the method has to be autonomous

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

we want to live the knowledge too live the content


I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

and the fake qualifier

so an active mazelike process

god being the centre magnet

lol yea

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

"Put a blanket."

send link

i have read not even 1 book

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

wait what is that

barren land

Today I felt like starting

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given