Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

feel you

isaac

i was tempted to lie about my name

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

god being the centre magnet

so the method has to be autonomous

yeah

autonomy of learning

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i understand


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


thank you

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Rain, starting

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

so at the end

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason