yes
so the method has to be autonomous
yeah
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
so at the end
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
lol yea
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
lol
idk
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
or never left
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
"Put a blanket."
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
in a post. I want to be remembered
not their contents
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it