i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

so the method has to be autonomous

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

we can only engage in such a way

magnetisation/form

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

you have a beautiful account btw

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

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i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Rain, starting

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

you cannot feed someone truth

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation



Slug

or never left

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

and the fake qualifier

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its good

which magnetises chains of pins

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."