Better Lift
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
it is hopeful
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
as in
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
i dont understand magnetisation
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
like first name
ion
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
yeah
feel you
sorry i am texting like a slav
we need to be deconstructing our identities
its good
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
which magnetises chains of pins
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
no longer writing in the third person